WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW?

"I mean, sure I DO want to murder babies, but it was unfair of them to JUST ASSUME and jump to that conclusion!"

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perfect new page snipe

Boobs.

Honestly, what I think about now is about how ten years ago when I had the aptitude and skill and an idea I squandered it being a little a shit head posting random bullshit because I thought it was funny and yet. Here today I post now because I finally realize I had people like Craze, Karsuman, Lois cipher (If he still goes by that) And Bavarian and Dudesoft ready and willing to help me make a game and give it direction and I squandered it. The past few months I've come back to this site and just stared at the main page picturing what I could have made with the help of my friends from back then being on par with Lisa the painful, and yet for the talent I did have has become nothing, and all I have is my self to blame.

I remember you Ark. It's hard to forget someone who butchered a Mafia game by repeatedly posting "I am Mafia" and then flipping Town 8U 8U 8U

It's best not to beat yourself about the past and look to how what you can do in the future. But I'm guessing you knew that already.

author=StormCrow
hey Ark I think I remember you from back in the day

Anyway, I was thinking...I kind of want to make a game about animals, non-anthropomorphic, talking animals with the power of speech, but I want it to be reasonably dark and serious, not some Disney bullshit for children. Okay, sure, but how the hell do I do that? If you have actually read Watership Down et al (I haven't) you're probably qualified to give at least a partial answer.

Maybe you should read Watership Down then

Like lightning in a bottle, it feels like my inspiration the other day on how to escape my caregiving workplace has ran out of internal enthusiasm. Not only would my boss likely talk me out of it, but the thought of possibly going into debt for the sake of a chance to make it as a nutritionist when I have absolutely no connections in any facets of the field seems disheartening.
How the hell do I get out of this confining caregiver job I've been trapped in for years now? Why is it so difficult to summon the willpower to find something else? Why can't I seem to pull myself away from the endless duty I've been tasked with?

Hey Ark.

It's not too late.

I'm 37.

...and I'm still tryin'