WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW?

This is what I've had to live with for the past month. It's also come to my attention that I've got at least one fairly dedicated stalker on 4chan digging through my web history (not just here) in order to share my name and photos around (one of which I haven't seen since 2010). I've started shutting down my artsy accounts so that they have less readily available ammunition against me and those I surround myself with should I actually try to start making some money off of my game. I've realized my perversions can get me in a shitload of trouble, so I've shut them away until I can do something about them (I'm thinking about rebranding my account as a place for RPG Maker info; I've already got the first batch of media ready for upload).

I'll have to wait another month before I can get back on my anti-depressants again because of my lack of health insurance pushing me to the lowest form of health care available, and this is causing me to get short with the people around me. I've contemplated distancing myself from the church folk because I don't want to upset them, but becoming a hermit isn't good for my mental well-being. I've started blaming God for just about every little thing despite knowing that He's shown me something important and worked through me for the betterment of others.

I nearly got struck by a truck on a bike ride Saturday night, and the sad thing is, I didn't feel anything. I should've been frightened by the screeching wheels and the whole few inches I had left to me before my untimely death, but my brain clearly doesn't care. The past couple of times I've ridden my bike, I've fallen over and collided with shit that's scraped me up pretty good, which discourages me from getting back on again.

Essentially, I'm in a dark place.

Once I find the answers I need to help myself (I posted about this to Facebook on March 15th), then I'm certain I'll know how to get help from others. Until then, I'm still searching.

I actually did set my profile to private before this happened.

author=Corfaisus
I'm thinking about rebranding my account as a place for RPG Maker info; I've already got the first batch of media ready for upload.

Done and done.

turkeyDawg

author=some asshole
"your a fucking retard"
"your probably a grown loser who never got a education"

tfw you try to call someone stupid and uneducated but 3rd grade grammar eludes you...

I know, right? I felt like grading his comment.

"You're" instead of "your".
"An education", not "a education".

author=Kaliesto
It would be best if you threw the perversion art away

Made a big jump towards that with my complete overhaul on DeviantArt. Unfortunately my name still has ties with some cached garbage on search engines like Google, so I suppose anyone who's feeling desperate enough can get some low res copies through that. But I know that's solely on them and that I've done everything in my power to clear that filth from my conscience.

When my brain slams on the breaks, I'm going to need something else to work on. I didn't get an answer to my question before, so I'm asking it again. Of the game's that I've got sitting around that are more or less in need of a redo, which one should I redo first: Redeeming Legacy or Lingering Forsaken? What will ultimately go into the remakes is detailed in the status.

p.s I'm full

I've become Plastic Pinocchio, worship me fools or I'll invade your dreams...Okay in all seriousness why isn't there a Rpg Maker game about the adventures of Filthy Frank? (Then again it would RMN a heart attack of epic proportions)

Also I realized when I posted that Mythology topic that it would have been better if I had attached .doc files instead of just making one long post, I'll need to do that next time when I'm ready to continue that on here.

author=Kaliesto
I've become Plastic Pinocchio, worship me fools or I'll invade your dreams...Okay in all seriousness why isn't there a Rpg Maker game about the adventures of Filthy Frank? (Then again it would RMN a heart attack of epic proportions)

Also I realized when I posted that Mythology topic that it would have been better if I had attached .doc files instead of just making one long post, I'll need to do that next time when I'm ready to continue that on here.

I've laughed at one or two of his videos and appreciate his production value on some of his videos but overall I don't find Filthy Frank funny. He relies on being absurd a little too much and he just keeps elevating it. Which will probably only get him so far! Also he loves the word faggot and going to be honest not a fan.

On another note however, my friend will happily tell you that the lore behind Filthy Frank is really deep? I... can't say I know what he's talking about exactly, but it feels like a very very very deep rabbit hole. Plastic Pinnochio is probably a part of that. And, eh, yep - that thing looks so weird! XD