Chained Worlds VX Ace Remake (On Hiatus for now).

So after signs of relapses again (last one in 2018) I've been put on medication that helped, but I think I was taken off it too soon (diazepam). So now I'm staying on it for a longer period and that should work fine, really it seems that way.

The medicine can get addictive but I'm on a super low amount of it and it's just fine everything fine but I realise I find it had to get my thought process to go through the thoughts needed to do most things including RPG Maker.

I ended up having a ton of good ideas but just waaay to much paper and all and I don't need all that. I just need my thought process to be working clearly and properly and then I can actually decide on what to do.

I know I can get some smart ideas sometimes but this psychosis seems to have affected me in ways the block out things I need. Though communication (some problems sometimes) and writing (almost always fine) seems otherwise ok.

I deleted a ton of stuff from my Download folder of all the RPG Maker games I played, the ones I liked most I backed up on a USB. Wow that saves up a lot of space!

Anyway, my thinking seems to apparently be clearing up a bit again, and I think that means I can actually make something again, but that would depend if it remains once I'm taken off the medicine. So, for now, I'm just cautious.

I have a lot of different ideas in my head and it seems that me thoughts are reconstructed in ways that connect stuff the way it should again, so I'm going to give it a while and see if I can come up with a simple story in Manuskript (my favorite free story writing program). And if that works well I'll update you and take it from there.

Apologizes for the tons of tons of blog posts with such little updates it like an internal battle in a way going forwards and backwards but if I can stay calm I can write out a video game story, if I can do that I can start using the software again. Whether that's RPG Maker VX Ace or RPG Maker MZ. We'll see. : )