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Well, I'm sorry, guys. In fact, I'm XxXhelazz, the old user that got banned one year ago. A year have passed and I'm still the same shit as before: Noone.

I tried everything; some rpgmaker forums, discord servers, some non rpgmaker forums, etc, but nothing works. As you may notice, I'm obsessed with this site bit this have gone to far.

My mental and fisical health have decreased during this fucking entire year. I lost like 10 kilos because lack of eating, had sleeping problems during the entire year, also had some emotional problems, etc. The cause of these problem was RMN... I can't let a fucking forum do this to me (Myself is the problem, of course), and I'm tired of everything. What really hurts me if that I don't have a place to post my game because noone takes me serious.

I tried to broke my PC and phone but then I thought it over and I prefer just not doing that.

I know this is all my blame, because why did I troll? Well, I don't know why, every time in my life I do stupid things with no reason and then regret what I did for years... The real problem is that this motherfucking obsesion is worring my friends and my family, they just notice how I changed, and this is not good, not at all.

I don't feel hate against RMN; not at all, though many guys from here do hate me a lot. I just though how fucking stupid, pathetic and sad is having depression for a fucking internet forum. I decided to quit off Rpg Maker. I can't use it, not without thinking of RMN, thinking of how my game would look if I'd hoste it there, what people would comment, etc; but then I remember that I was banned, and the rage come again for 20 minutes, just to become sadness for the rest of the day. Well, I'm also diagnosed with OCD and with Bipolar transtorn, maybe these things, and the RMN drama, are the problem.

I would like to be happy, and RMN can't form part of my happiness. So, I would try to find a good community, be a member there and just feel like someone. I don't wanna be in RMN for trolling or discussing... Just for being part of the community, just to feel that I'm something more than a troll, or an useless guy.

Look, I can't forget RMN, but I realised that, if noone wants me, I can't be a member... I failed every stupid attempt of being someone here, so that means something... That I should find my way, that I should find happiness and stop being obsessed with something that is not even possible. Guys, I'll say farewell, but this is not my end, when I'll feel better and a big ammount of time have passed; like 5-7 years, I'll ask if I could be unbanned.
Farewell, I hope the best for everyone.

Also, don't worry, This time I learned one lesson, that people would always see who you are, even if you try to hide under a mask; that you can't waste your opportunities, because then you will regret; than lies will destroy you and that if you have a bad reputation then don't matter how you'll try, you'll always be that idiot for the rest of your life.

May you tell me a good rpgmaker community. Please? Btw

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Torungu was angry, as goku when he fought Frieza. Then he punched the wall but it was so hard than his hand broke and was forced to go to the hospital for one month. Meanwhile, birds were still killed.

May you give feedback to the story of my game?

Ok, I will add more information about the story :P

-The village where the MC lives is an extreme religious village which uses revelations and oracles as their main beliefs source. They believe in astral planes but not in gods; they don't believe in gods though they believe in lige after death.

-No one knows why Dan is so special; let's say that the plane chose him for a reason, but they don't share the same language as humans do, so they cannot transfer the message properly.

And there are dead souls in the plane, but, if you die in a normal way (natural causes, suicide, accident, etc) you won't remember anything and your body will suffer some big changes. (Changing form, for example. Most of the souls that goes there are converted into monsters or animals, though there are some souls with an human form. It's something random that dosn't mean anything). Then, that plane dosn't have an human language, so I will make Dan somehow learn the language.

May you give feedback to the story of my game?

author=Cap_H
I don't see any reason for the 3 years long gap.
Ritual suicide sounds like crap. I would use Dan's need to enter alternative reality as a way to start an adventure. He would need to find some "doors" in order to enter. Another way is that he enters it when he sleeps. In that case the elder could do something to keep him asleep, while he can speak to him and help him to solve the nightmare.
Well, I said it wrong; in the game there is not a 3 year gap, that is just some information xD
I use the ritual suicide because he need to be dead to enter the realm. Thing is, only those who are chosen by that plane can enter it.

May you give feedback to the story of my game?

Well, the story is the best thing my mind could bring me; so please don't be so harsh when giving feedback :P

There is one guy called Dan, that, when he goes to sleep, dream with something weird. He appear in a long and dirty room that has a table in the middle. Then, suddenly, 2 weird guys appear in the table and start to talk to Dan in an unknow language. This continues for minutes (not real minutes obviously) and then a beast appears in front of the table.
All sudden an horrible and cacophonic music starts to sound. The music hurts Dan ears, to the point that he loses his conscience.

This started to happen when he was 13 and he is 16. Then, tired of the dream, he came to the town's elder and tell him what's happening. The elder was really scaredThe elder was really scared when he heard everything. Apparently, Dan was recieving a call from another plane, from a plane that didn't belong to the humans, neither to the alive.
Why was he recieving a message from there? Nobody knew but the elder has the knowledge... Dan must commit a ritual suicide for enter the plane, then find the place where the message was being transmitted.
At first he was really scared of doing that but then the elder told him that there is a way of comming back to the Plane of the alive...
As the dawn approach, he commited suicide in the town's temple.

Did you, guys, like it?

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author=halibabica
Elise rolled her eyes. It was going to be a long week.
A week passed and Torungu and Elise recieved a call. Apparently, there was a serial bird killer in the city! Of course, Torungu went to the city fliying and Elisse went to the city in the bus. The mission was going to be epic.

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Torungu trained for months, he wanted to become the "Birdu sama Torungu senpai", so he can save birds around the world. One day, while he was in the toilet, he maked a big effort to do his necesity and the WC exploded... Apparently, he was a supersayan and, because he hated the anonymous bird killer so much, he discovered his supersayan powers.

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author=Jeroen_Sol
But the ex-customer had no choice. And thus, they took their own dead parakeet out of its cage and threw it out the window, hoping the salesman would chase it and disappear from their lawn.
Then, Torungu, realised that the bird was dead. He has no other choice than buring him somewhere. So he talked with the police and asked them: "where can I bury the parakeet?"; the police though Torungu killed the parakeet. Suddenly, the police called PETA.

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author=pianotm
Jeroen_Sol
Since he needed the money, he accepted the offer. But the parakeet he needed to sell on his first day was pining for the fjords!
The first person that he tried to sell the bird to insisted, "This bird is dead!"

Suddenly, Torungu grabs the parakeet and felt in love with the bird inmediatly. He didn't want to sell it!

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author=Liberty
A guy called torungu, was a Hatsune Miku fan. He wanted to go to one of her shows, but didn't have enough money.So he decided to get a job. The only problem was that he could not, for the life of him, find any normal jobs in his hometown.
So he sent his curriculum to an internet organization. Son, he recieve a response.
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