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Well, I'm sorry, guys. In fact, I'm XxXhelazz, the old user that got banned one year ago. A year have passed and I'm still the same shit as before: Noone.
I tried everything; some rpgmaker forums, discord servers, some non rpgmaker forums, etc, but nothing works. As you may notice, I'm obsessed with this site bit this have gone to far.
My mental and fisical health have decreased during this fucking entire year. I lost like 10 kilos because lack of eating, had sleeping problems during the entire year, also had some emotional problems, etc. The cause of these problem was RMN... I can't let a fucking forum do this to me (Myself is the problem, of course), and I'm tired of everything. What really hurts me if that I don't have a place to post my game because noone takes me serious.
I tried to broke my PC and phone but then I thought it over and I prefer just not doing that.
I know this is all my blame, because why did I troll? Well, I don't know why, every time in my life I do stupid things with no reason and then regret what I did for years... The real problem is that this motherfucking obsesion is worring my friends and my family, they just notice how I changed, and this is not good, not at all.
I don't feel hate against RMN; not at all, though many guys from here do hate me a lot. I just though how fucking stupid, pathetic and sad is having depression for a fucking internet forum. I decided to quit off Rpg Maker. I can't use it, not without thinking of RMN, thinking of how my game would look if I'd hoste it there, what people would comment, etc; but then I remember that I was banned, and the rage come again for 20 minutes, just to become sadness for the rest of the day. Well, I'm also diagnosed with OCD and with Bipolar transtorn, maybe these things, and the RMN drama, are the problem.
I would like to be happy, and RMN can't form part of my happiness. So, I would try to find a good community, be a member there and just feel like someone. I don't wanna be in RMN for trolling or discussing... Just for being part of the community, just to feel that I'm something more than a troll, or an useless guy.
Look, I can't forget RMN, but I realised that, if noone wants me, I can't be a member... I failed every stupid attempt of being someone here, so that means something... That I should find my way, that I should find happiness and stop being obsessed with something that is not even possible. Guys, I'll say farewell, but this is not my end, when I'll feel better and a big ammount of time have passed; like 5-7 years, I'll ask if I could be unbanned.
Farewell, I hope the best for everyone.
Also, don't worry, This time I learned one lesson, that people would always see who you are, even if you try to hide under a mask; that you can't waste your opportunities, because then you will regret; than lies will destroy you and that if you have a bad reputation then don't matter how you'll try, you'll always be that idiot for the rest of your life.
May you tell me a good rpgmaker community. Please? Btw
I tried everything; some rpgmaker forums, discord servers, some non rpgmaker forums, etc, but nothing works. As you may notice, I'm obsessed with this site bit this have gone to far.
My mental and fisical health have decreased during this fucking entire year. I lost like 10 kilos because lack of eating, had sleeping problems during the entire year, also had some emotional problems, etc. The cause of these problem was RMN... I can't let a fucking forum do this to me (Myself is the problem, of course), and I'm tired of everything. What really hurts me if that I don't have a place to post my game because noone takes me serious.
I tried to broke my PC and phone but then I thought it over and I prefer just not doing that.
I know this is all my blame, because why did I troll? Well, I don't know why, every time in my life I do stupid things with no reason and then regret what I did for years... The real problem is that this motherfucking obsesion is worring my friends and my family, they just notice how I changed, and this is not good, not at all.
I don't feel hate against RMN; not at all, though many guys from here do hate me a lot. I just though how fucking stupid, pathetic and sad is having depression for a fucking internet forum. I decided to quit off Rpg Maker. I can't use it, not without thinking of RMN, thinking of how my game would look if I'd hoste it there, what people would comment, etc; but then I remember that I was banned, and the rage come again for 20 minutes, just to become sadness for the rest of the day. Well, I'm also diagnosed with OCD and with Bipolar transtorn, maybe these things, and the RMN drama, are the problem.
I would like to be happy, and RMN can't form part of my happiness. So, I would try to find a good community, be a member there and just feel like someone. I don't wanna be in RMN for trolling or discussing... Just for being part of the community, just to feel that I'm something more than a troll, or an useless guy.
Look, I can't forget RMN, but I realised that, if noone wants me, I can't be a member... I failed every stupid attempt of being someone here, so that means something... That I should find my way, that I should find happiness and stop being obsessed with something that is not even possible. Guys, I'll say farewell, but this is not my end, when I'll feel better and a big ammount of time have passed; like 5-7 years, I'll ask if I could be unbanned.
Farewell, I hope the best for everyone.
Also, don't worry, This time I learned one lesson, that people would always see who you are, even if you try to hide under a mask; that you can't waste your opportunities, because then you will regret; than lies will destroy you and that if you have a bad reputation then don't matter how you'll try, you'll always be that idiot for the rest of your life.
May you tell me a good rpgmaker community. Please? Btw
May you give feedback to the story of my game?
Well, the story is the best thing my mind could bring me; so please don't be so harsh when giving feedback :P
There is one guy called Dan, that, when he goes to sleep, dream with something weird. He appear in a long and dirty room that has a table in the middle. Then, suddenly, 2 weird guys appear in the table and start to talk to Dan in an unknow language. This continues for minutes (not real minutes obviously) and then a beast appears in front of the table.
All sudden an horrible and cacophonic music starts to sound. The music hurts Dan ears, to the point that he loses his conscience.
This started to happen when he was 13 and he is 16. Then, tired of the dream, he came to the town's elder and tell him what's happening. The elder was really scaredThe elder was really scared when he heard everything. Apparently, Dan was recieving a call from another plane, from a plane that didn't belong to the humans, neither to the alive.
Why was he recieving a message from there? Nobody knew but the elder has the knowledge... Dan must commit a ritual suicide for enter the plane, then find the place where the message was being transmitted.
At first he was really scared of doing that but then the elder told him that there is a way of comming back to the Plane of the alive...
As the dawn approach, he commited suicide in the town's temple.
Did you, guys, like it?
There is one guy called Dan, that, when he goes to sleep, dream with something weird. He appear in a long and dirty room that has a table in the middle. Then, suddenly, 2 weird guys appear in the table and start to talk to Dan in an unknow language. This continues for minutes (not real minutes obviously) and then a beast appears in front of the table.
All sudden an horrible and cacophonic music starts to sound. The music hurts Dan ears, to the point that he loses his conscience.
This started to happen when he was 13 and he is 16. Then, tired of the dream, he came to the town's elder and tell him what's happening. The elder was really scaredThe elder was really scared when he heard everything. Apparently, Dan was recieving a call from another plane, from a plane that didn't belong to the humans, neither to the alive.
Why was he recieving a message from there? Nobody knew but the elder has the knowledge... Dan must commit a ritual suicide for enter the plane, then find the place where the message was being transmitted.
At first he was really scared of doing that but then the elder told him that there is a way of comming back to the Plane of the alive...
As the dawn approach, he commited suicide in the town's temple.
Did you, guys, like it?
Collavorative story game
I start the story, you follow it. Simple.
-A guy called torungu, was a Hatsune Miku fan. He wanted to go to one of her shows, but didn't have enough money.
-A guy called torungu, was a Hatsune Miku fan. He wanted to go to one of her shows, but didn't have enough money.
What superhero would you like to be?
Greetings! I'm new here and I would like to make a thread, just to know you guys haha. Anyways, the thread is the following. Say the superhero you like, why and what what would you do if you where him/she. You could also say what would be your biggest flaw as him.
I'll start:
-I would like to Spiderman. Why? Because it would be pretty fun and cool to beat some villains ass while practizing some weird parkour. It would save a lot of time, also. (travelling) and I could use it to flirt :D
-I would do a lot of things. Like fighting thugs while filming with the phone. Travelling to loads of places for 0 $ (ha) and, of course, parkour.
-The biggest flaw would be keeping the secret, because I can't keep them. and flirting as spiderman wouldn't be that cool XD
Hope to see your views guys :)
I'll start:
-I would like to Spiderman. Why? Because it would be pretty fun and cool to beat some villains ass while practizing some weird parkour. It would save a lot of time, also. (travelling) and I could use it to flirt :D
-I would do a lot of things. Like fighting thugs while filming with the phone. Travelling to loads of places for 0 $ (ha) and, of course, parkour.
-The biggest flaw would be keeping the secret, because I can't keep them. and flirting as spiderman wouldn't be that cool XD
Hope to see your views guys :)
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