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LockeZ
I'd really like to get rid of LockeZ. His play style is way too unpredictable. He's always like this too. If he ran a country, he'd just kill and imprison people at random until crime stopped.
5958
I just had a dream where I tried to log into RMN, but accidentally only typed the first four letters of my username, and it logged me into an account I hadn't used since I was thirteen or fourteen years old making RM95 games. I found an old post of mine trying to post one of my games on the website, and it read something like "My name is Lock. I am an RPG Maker designer, a Final Fantasy fan, a genius, and a child. I have a game. Here is my masterpiece in progress, <title garbled by dream memory>. Please upvote it quickly so it doesn't get removed."
Apparently according to my dream, in 1998, games posted to the RMN forums had to receive an upvote or they would be deleted? Even back then we were apparently ahead of the curve with making sure we only got quality games!
I guess I got my one upvote because the post was still there after eighteen years.
Apparently according to my dream, in 1998, games posted to the RMN forums had to receive an upvote or they would be deleted? Even back then we were apparently ahead of the curve with making sure we only got quality games!
I guess I got my one upvote because the post was still there after eighteen years.
author=Red_NovaI have imminent, uncontrollable death dreams all the time, but the focus tends to be on the despair of having literally no way of stopping said imminent death.
Had an, um, "interesting" dream last night.
They're, uh, not fun. Especially when your mind makes up weird astral phenomena that are abstractly terrifying when you're awake, but very exacting in the fear they inflict while you're asleep. (Probably says a bit about my fear of lack of control, but I think that's a pretty common thing to fear.)
I also have dreams about common scenes with people I love, but the main focus is how content and happy I am just to be in that common situation. Like, riding in a car with sister next to me or trying to cook for/with my mom.
I used to have dreams where I would be in a situation where a weapon like a machete or a gun doesn't work against my assailant. Like the blade being dull and floppy or the gun jamming.
Now I have dreams where I out right will obliterate and kill said assailants. The former dreams were when I was younger and less experienced but now older and quite prepared for such situations the latter seems to come into play more realistically.
I've been a hunter all my life and I'm familiar with killing and weaponry and now more than ever I have quite the arsenal so not sure if that is the mind telling me I'm ready or something but I've been liking the dreams more as opposed to where I felt helpless despite being armed.
My current home defense shotgun used to have bird shot shells and now I have upgraded to a full bandoleer of 70mm hollow point slugs with a stock sleeve of 5 shells and the shotgun itself being loaded and ready to rock with dirtiness.
It's like waging war on previous nightmares and winning, it's great.
Now I have dreams where I out right will obliterate and kill said assailants. The former dreams were when I was younger and less experienced but now older and quite prepared for such situations the latter seems to come into play more realistically.
I've been a hunter all my life and I'm familiar with killing and weaponry and now more than ever I have quite the arsenal so not sure if that is the mind telling me I'm ready or something but I've been liking the dreams more as opposed to where I felt helpless despite being armed.
My current home defense shotgun used to have bird shot shells and now I have upgraded to a full bandoleer of 70mm hollow point slugs with a stock sleeve of 5 shells and the shotgun itself being loaded and ready to rock with dirtiness.
It's like waging war on previous nightmares and winning, it's great.
This world's abundant variety of mentally unbalanced people is just wonderful. My world would be so small were it not for the internet.
I say this because now i know the name of so many ailments people i know have suffered all of their lives without receiving treatment or even insight as to what they're suffering is, information that, had they had it before, would have eased some of their worries or would have given them a sense of direction for where to get help.
I say this because now i know the name of so many ailments people i know have suffered all of their lives without receiving treatment or even insight as to what they're suffering is, information that, had they had it before, would have eased some of their worries or would have given them a sense of direction for where to get help.
Are you saying I'm mentally unbalanced?
Other than my post being after yours, i don't see how what i said applied to you.
EDIT: I edited my post above to elaborate a bit. Though i don't think i needed to do that.
EDIT: I edited my post above to elaborate a bit. Though i don't think i needed to do that.
author=Mirak
Other than my post being after yours, i don't see how what i said applied to you.
EDIT: I edited my post above to elaborate a bit. Though i don't think i needed to do that.
Haha, ahh don't worry man! I wasn't even being serious, just thought it was funny after my post. No need to edit :P
I'm really(secretly but not so much) trying to catch up to Gourd in postcount so I'll say stuff just to say stuff now more than ever.
Also. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it.
Also, this!
I wish I had simple pleasantries to enjoy in dreams.
.. or close enough bonds to make that possible I guess..
I usually dream of random weird abstract or game-related stuff. I had episodes of horror (altho I was watching myself do without any stress and even watched the character die and be revived at the fountain once), plattformers, something akin to monster hunter, stuff like that.
A few bad dreams sometimes, but they are fairly rare.
.. or close enough bonds to make that possible I guess..
I usually dream of random weird abstract or game-related stuff. I had episodes of horror (altho I was watching myself do without any stress and even watched the character die and be revived at the fountain once), plattformers, something akin to monster hunter, stuff like that.
A few bad dreams sometimes, but they are fairly rare.
I've had three intense dreams over the course of 6 months, all related to how I need to change as a person. I'm sure there has been many other little dreams, but I can't remember them, as is usually the case.
Kylaila
I wish I had simple pleasantries to enjoy in dreams.
.. or close enough bonds to make that possible I guess..
Same.
I've only ever dreamed of Freya twice, and one of those times was just plain horrible and ruined the whole following day. It would be nice to see her more often.
Maybe I shouldn't complain though, since I usually dream of a "dream-world" which has a consistent architecture, based on the real world in NFLD, taking up my entire hometown and branching off of it. When I dream I can quickly pin down where I'm supposed to be in this dream world, since it's so constantly the same thing. It's pretty magical, and probably related to my love of worldbuilding IRL.
I used to keep a dream journal, but with how busy life in Toronto can be I've found it hard to continue doing so. Trying to push on it a bit more though, since keeping one leads to more frequently having weird, detailed dreams of a longer nature.
The last two dreams I really vividly remember both involved terrorist attacks. Don't know why, it's not something I really concern myself with in real life- and in fact, I wasn't concerned about it in the dream either. One was an attack on a shopping mall in the dreamworld equivalent of the town next to my hometown, and the other was a hostage situation on an oil platform. The oil platform sticks out, due to the fact that the dream ended with my jumping off of the platform and just seeing/feeling this drop off that was hundreds of feet down to the ocean.
My last dream was a Deadpool movie. It was pretty cool. He drove a small car off an overpass into the cab of a dumptruck and then (somehow) started drive the dumptruck while in the small car in the cab. I also saw many topographical maps of Saskatchewan in the dream (it didn't make much sense).
Also:

Also:


i watched a video on making peking duck. youtube thought i wanted to watch kid's song videos about ducks.
no.
also i rarely dream but it's always nightmares. =/ thankfully i'm a fairly lucid dreamer so i can turn it around or wake up when i realize what's happening.
After watching some Sonic videos, Youtube is now suggesting some vore and inflation fan made sonic videos for my kids.
Gothic 2 Gold Edition on gamefaqs throws all the anime porn games on the 'Games You Might Like' on the sidebar. No other Gothic game has this.
since you asked so nicely this is what i'm thinking about

edit: craze has the cutest avatars.
on nightmares: my nightmares have been becoming more and more "adult" these last 5 years or so. I don't remember any violent nightmares anymore, they're just plain sad and make me wake up crying.

edit: craze has the cutest avatars.
on nightmares: my nightmares have been becoming more and more "adult" these last 5 years or so. I don't remember any violent nightmares anymore, they're just plain sad and make me wake up crying.
since you asked so nicely this is what i'm thinking about
SENPAI I LOVE YOU
*turns into orange juice
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ok i'm retaking grade 12 math and physics because back then I thought i was an artist and hence didn't give a fuck about it.
even got free textbooks from library wow!
























