Remind yourself that you're alive Topic

1139

09/04/2015 01:45 AM

I have been dealing with back pain for months. My drawing hand is riddled with pain. Doctors barely help they thought my pain would be gone by now. My insurance doesn't want to pay for therapy anymore.
Today I walked to another city just to prove to myself that I'm alive and I'm not the cripple that my body keeps trying to say I am.
Sometimes you just got to remind yourself that you still breathing and can do something.

Mysticphoenix

411

09/04/2015 02:09 AM

I pinch my skin. If it hurts, you're still alive. I sometimes paranoid about that too.

JosephSeraph

delet me

7818

09/04/2015 03:50 AM

That's tough! )':
I wish you the best, bud!

LockeZ

I'd really like to get rid of LockeZ. His play style is way too unpredictable. He's always like this too. If he ran a country, he'd just kill and imprison people at random until crime stopped.

5958

09/04/2015 11:40 AM

Hi, this is a message from past me (currently present me) to me in the future (which will be present me by the time you read this (by the time I read this, I mean)). If you (that is, if I (or anyone else, really, I guess the message applies to just about anyone)) can read this, good news. You're still alive (or at least you think you are, I guess it's possible that you're a cybernetic replica (which may be arguably considered to also be alive depending on your level of intelligence and self-awareness (unless the laws are different from what I expect they'll become, in which case I'm truly sorry for your struggles (my struggles, I mean (or wait, no, it is your struggles this time)))))) (oops, one too many closing parentheses, better fix that ( there we go (NO THAT'S NOT HOW PARENTHESES WORK, COME ON, THEY HAVE TO BE IN THE RIGHT ORDER (you (I) can actually just read the stray parenthesis out of order to make it make sense, thanks in advance (actually thanks in present by the time you (I) read this)))).

Corfaisus

"It's frustrating because - as much as Corf is otherwise an irredeemable person - his 2k/3 mapping is on point." ~ psy_wombats

7874

09/04/2015 11:53 AM

I'd tie a red ribbon around my finger, but if I tightened it too much, that might complicate matters.

What were we talking about again?

RedMask

1139

09/05/2015 02:17 AM

author=JosephSeraph
That's tough! )':
I wish you the best, bud!

Thanks Joseph I really appreciate your message.

The back pain makes it hard to sit or stand for long making computer work difficult.
As for my hand it's so messed up that drawing for a minute causes pain. Luckily painting is significantly easier on me. Probably because painting uses the arm more.

There are things I do to ease the pain but it always comes back almost immediately.

REMIND YOURSELF THAT YOU'RE ALIVE

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