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It’s just amazing how far I’ve come along, from absolute zero to somewhat respectable, now.

So I was bored last night after work and I decided to take a trip down good ol’ memory lane at some of my old crazy S4D posts back in the day. I guess I must have felt a bit nostalgic after seeing the whole #shump crew suddenly make an appearance along with WIP out of the blue that I was kind of a bit curious to kind of see what I was like back then in the olden days. Truth be told, I haven’t actually looked at some of my old posts in years since they always brought out such bad, painful memories…

But, holy shit – I was such a douche back then! (As per the title.)

I mean, wow…where the hell do I even start...?

First off, I cannot believe how many times I talked about my games and tried to shove it down people’s throats on almost a nightly basis by commenting about it everywhere and even talking about it on other people’s topics and game pages! I mean, holy shit! I mean...I like my games, but to go to that extreme…holy shit…

Also, I cannot even read or understand half the stuff I was saying back then. Some of these old posts don’t make any sense at all, so no wonder why a lot of you guys thought I was bit bat shit crazy, lol.

And third – did I even take a break off this site for even a day? No wonder why I didn’t get anything done back then; I was too busy and too preoccupied being on RMN! Also, no submissions of any kind…like reviews and stuff? That’s kind of sad.

Man…all I can say is that I’m really sorry about all that… I guess I was just a bit of a stupid, excited kid back then and I didn’t fully understand the whole rules of the entire situation, or heed any of the warnings by the mods or the other veteran members of the site. It really is a shame, because it just makes me think of what kind of person would I be today if I was exactly the type of person now back during the WIP and the Karsuman administration… Maybe we wouldn’t have such a strain relationship back then…

Anyways, I thought it was kind of cool to relive old ancient history. I’m sure you guys look back at some of your old stuff you’ve done and posted on here and went like “What the F***…!?”

I like this, now. I don’t want it to ever go back to the way things were.