I can't tell if you're just nervous, or if you're hoping that a full team will go "oh, poor thing" and assemble around you.
No one starts out good at what they're trying to do. The only remedy to that is to do it anyway. Practice, dig? You're not going to improve just by talking about how bad you are. It's immensely discouraging at first, but as long as you keep an eye out for your mistakes every single thing you do will make you better at it.