CYPHADIUS'S PROFILE

Basically I've always had ideas about what would make some of the games I've played more enjoyable or less frustrating etc...
So I figured that instead of just complaining I'd get off my ass and try it out for myself, even if I don't end up creating a great game; perhaps I'll at least get a deeper respect for the development community and what it takes to really create something.
Basically I know nothing at this point and I could really use some help from the community. Where should I start? what is a good engine to begin with if I want to create an rpg?

Hope to hear from you guys soon
- Cyphadius