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it's messing me up big time, she has a hypophysis tumor she says she can't remove because the surgery is risky, but doesn't take care of herself / take the medicine / eat properly

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

meh
a few more weeks and i'll be good to go i guess. Just a biiiiiig downer. I also left that comics course because I don't have money to pay it. And got even fatter. xP

Thanks! ;w; I'm trying to. I just realized the nightmare was (obviously) because of the 7 hours I spent yesterday talking to a friend that was (again) (routinely) attempting suicide and contemplating how nothing is worth anything at all. I love her very much but there isn't much I can do so naturally it's not exactly a comfortable situation. She has been attempting suicide since 2012 and all the drug-based attempts have racked up on her health condition in such a way all her functions are impaired, and she at 24 years old is suspected to have cancer.

That, and the whole world war three tension thing too. Things don't look so merry, but maybe it's just because I'm not breathing the right airs. I NEED TO GET FRESH AIR ASAP.