ARCAN'S PROFILE

I'm just going to cut straight to the point. I was a nerd at the start of my school days but have worked my way up to feeling confident with myself. A couple girls have asked me out and several were giving me major hints. I didn't really like any of them so nothing happened.

I still don't have the balls to ask out the girls that I do like. I don't know what I am waiting for but I think I expect them to do all the work probably because of my past experiences. Generally I am pretty quiet around new people unless they make it obvious that they are cool with me and in that case I will be able to relax.

I am pretty calm around girls, even ones I like. But when I start thinking about asking them out my calmness goes away. I have a wild imagination that I can only control if I am distracted by something like food, or games. I sometimes think I have mood swings or something because of the emotions I feel when I start thinking about hyothetical things seriously.

Someone tell me a way to keep my mind of things so I won't be such a baby in stressful situations.

I don't know about you, but the headaches I get are really bad. Almost all of the time I get really bad nausea where I can't eat and drink all day. I end up feeling really crappy because I am weak from not eating and I am pretty much forced to lie in bed and wait it out. All food disgusts me and if I eat anything I will most likely throw up within the next 15 mins. I end up having to take medicine several times because I always have to throw up before it takes affect. The worst it ever got was me throwing up 15 times in one day and almost fainting on another occasion. By the end of the day I have trouble sleeping so I have to lie in bed until like 2am with this feeling.

I'am 5'10' and 145lb. My arms look hella skinny but I used to be able to bench 155lb when I was still in high school. I used to work out a bit before school everyday and took a weight training class once. I got decent biceps now because I used to do shitloads of pushups.

I don't really work out anymore except for rare occasion that I go free running with my friend. We actually made a short video and my friend put it together. I really don't like being on camera so I ended up doing some of the lame stuff.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yTr_-0sEM1U

*edit: I actually weigh 135.

I clean randomly. My feelings on it change a lot and I end up cleaning when I feel like it.

Sign me up. I hope to have something playable by that date.