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Yellow Magic
Could I BE any more Chandler Bing from Friends (TM)?
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Happy birthday NB!

Today I got paid to eat pizza. I love life.
Ark
Wario's-a number one!
1770
Doing a beer tasting with Dudesoft
OH MY GOD
I've just played I'm Scared of Girls and thought... I... I don't know, that game
It looks like it has been made by me! Every single bit of it reminds of me, myself, be it plotwise, structurewise, graphicwise, systemwise, everything. I can't picture this game being made by anyone but myself. I'm really really scared. Also, cried lots while playing though it. THE HELL.


EDIT: The character design. Lamb looks identical a character of mine. Really. Identical. Even the haircut. I can't use him now because the only distinguishing characteristic would be that his eyes are actually caramell instead of blue! So it would be sort of amoral, even if I made him myself. Oh my I'm so confused now.
chana
(Socrates would certainly not contadict me!)
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the hell......?
It almost seems like my pain killers are more of a mood leveler than anything else at this point. Things like joy/happiness can still get through, but disappointment, sadness, and anger seem to be among the things that get caught, or slowed, at the very least, by the chemical filter. I'm tired of people telling me that I seem to be in much better moods/easier to get along with lately, and then asking if I'm seeing someone new.

I've upped my physical therapy again, trying to really push myself so I can be done with this and get back to normal as soon as possible. It is strange for me to be on this stuff again, because it is almost like I am two distinctly different people. One is the person I usually am, and the other is the person I am when I'm heavily medicated. I'm getting a flood of memories from the other times this happened. I went through most of junior and senior year of highschool under the influence of opiate painkillers, and I keep wondering what life would have been like without the chemically induced emotional firewall. My memory is normally sharp, but right now sections of it seem honed to a razor's edge. It is like having the presence of an opiate in my system again is lighting a fire under a bunch of cells that somehow (impossibly) haven't been recycled in the interim. Right now, I'm still in the transitional phase though, so I'm aware of both sides of the coin. I can almost see it spinning on a tabletop, slowing down, teetering... ready to fall.

I hate this.
chana
(Socrates would certainly not contadict me!)
1584
Bon courage, mon ami.
LockeZ
I'd really like to get rid of LockeZ. His play style is way too unpredictable. He's always like this too. If he ran a country, he'd just kill and imprison people at random until crime stopped.
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author=Killer Wolf
Things like joy/happiness can still get through, but disappointment, sadness, and anger seem to be among the things that get caught, or slowed, at the very least, by the chemical filter.

...

I hate this.


Funny, I'm pretty sure just about anyone else would give their left nut for something that removes or dampens all their dark and painful emotions leaving only happiness and joy, which is legal and has no major side-effects

At least I would
author=Yellow Magic
Happy birthday NB!

Today I got paid to eat pizza. I love life.


Belated thanks YM!

@JosephSeraph, finish Shadow Sadness plz, that looked cool.
Craze
why would i heal when i could equip a morningstar
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Did a magical girl transformation sequence to change into my jeans, walked out into the hall, did the finale move of the routine in front of the mirror while checking my hair, realized that a man was walking down the hall and watching me.

I laughed and went out like nothing happened.
Max McGee
with sorrow down past the fence
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author=kentona
Detective Jack Jackson flicks his cigarette onto the sidewalk as he steps into the dingy motel room. His fedora shadows the creases of his face - hard creases from a hard life. His trenchcoat reeks of cheap bourbon and cigars.

"Pretty gruesome, hey Jack?"

Jimmy the photog. Jack grunted, "I've seen murders in Chicago, Boston and New York, and I can say without hyperbole that this is a million times worse."

Jimmy takes another shot, the flash blinding Jack's eyes momentarily as the whir of the camera briefly mutes the din at the scene.

It was a gruesome sight - blood spattered along the walls and the ceiling, the harlot's neck cocked at an impossible angle, and poor BLANK, lying in a heap on the floor, throat slashed, multiple stab wounds to the abdomen, and at least three broken fingers and a nose.

"Hey, isn't that Mr. BLANK, from the investment firm on 4th and Main? You think someone offed him for losing all their money? And what's he doing with that hooker?"

"Her name's Betty," said Jack.

"You know her?"

"Shut up Jimmy."

Jack thumps another menthol from his pack. The flare of the match briefly illuminates his face. He takes a long drag.

"What the hell is this town coming to?"


wait what
I found this on an old thumbdrive. I had written it for one of those Mafia forum games. Replace BLANK with the name of the user that got offed.
Nightowl
Remember when I actually used to make games? Me neither.
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author=JosephSeraph
OH MY GOD
I've just played I'm Scared of Girls and thought... I... I don't know, that game
It looks like it has been made by me! Every single bit of it reminds of me, myself, be it plotwise, structurewise, graphicwise, systemwise, everything. I can't picture this game being made by anyone but myself. I'm really really scared. Also, cried lots while playing though it. THE HELL.


EDIT: The character design. Lamb looks identical a character of mine. Really. Identical. Even the haircut. I can't use him now because the only distinguishing characteristic would be that his eyes are actually caramell instead of blue! So it would be sort of amoral, even if I made him myself. Oh my I'm so confused now.
Maybe there's a chance that the "creator" drugged you and forced you to make the entire game and wiped your memory afterwards. Or then he is another clone.

It's the same thing that WombatRPGs did to me.
author=Max McGee
This link is what www.rpgmaker.net looked like on August 15th, 2000, over 11 years ago.


welp

thanks for making me continue to feel old, asshole

For the curious, GamingW in March of 2001, which is as close as I could get and rpg2knet in April of 2001. Ten years later, AND IT'S STILL A (different) SPLASH PAGE.

(yes i am quite aware of the irony in me calling people with splash pages out, thank you)
Max McGee
with sorrow down past the fence
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That final splash page was wicked cool. Almost like an ARG-lite. Why didn't we do anything with that, haha?
author=Max McGee
That final splash page was wicked cool. Almost like an ARG-lite. Why didn't we do anything with that, haha?

That was during the time when you weren't around. If I recall correctly, it just led to me trying to be a game blogger. It took the community (so at that time 6 people) the better part of the night to solve and that was with me dropping a few hints. Lasted a LOT longer than I thought it would.

edit: lol wat
Max McGee
with sorrow down past the fence
9159
I'm thinking about making a special Christmas duel for Mage Duel Extreme between Santa and Dark Santa.


-VS-
oooo, i LOVE way back machine now. Did you know the first webpage looked like an error page originally?
author=Arandomgamemaker
oooo, i LOVE way back machine now. Did you know the first webpage looked like an error page originally?


Could you clarify? If you meant "it looks like there's an error loading", the Wayback Machine dynamically loads content, so it needs a few seconds to find what's being requested before it serves it up, hence the first page.