HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

The online Final Fantasy game I run had a special Jenova boss fight today in honor of Mother's Day. Also I took the opportunity to set my mom's ringtone to the Jenova battle music.

Don't forget about Eve from Parasite Eve! It's not every day one can birth an Ultimate Being!

when the summer bulb grows i am consumed by an impatience which degenerates the senses and my thumb crushes like so many lit coals under the flat of my beloveds disconnected palm the cicadas which hook onto the window screen but leaves them there to fare alone mangled and unsightly and i can do nothing but watch a slow and dark shedding in that lonely forest behind my home until every last bloody leaf is felled and buried and that dark season arrives and i sometimes wander through an isolating white chill through the trees to a small cottage which passes time in the forest for me and in a small cottage i lay down on damp cardboard in wait for a memory of a scent to return

but it doesnt and sometimes i believe that i see dark red or brown and my heart stops and does not start again until next winter but i dont think that i have ever had a mother and if i did she died in this place long ago because in the winter the only relevant theme is death. father told me this and when he finally left i took his place in more ways than just the one

one summer night i did tell her that i very much needed to see her sprawled out in this manner on the ground but i did offer her the choice of backdrop between chalk/asphalt and bed sheet but i do not remember the action though i have a guess. i have many regrets

in the end i believe that it was love and as far as i am concerned it never mattered 'what kind'