MORGANGAVIN'S PROFILE

First off, Mirak, buddy, I am openly stating that I apologize, I openly stated I was venting my frustration, and by you, and your friends words, have humbled me. I am sorry for hurting you.

And I'm also openly stating that I'm trying to keep a level head here, not trying to lose it again. this is a forum, and I might be used to things getting handled a bit differently.

This is a new site, a new community, a new start. What I must remember is that you all have as much, if not more, passion and experience, then I do. So, as you said, it's not on point.

I am openly stating that I am scared that my lack of experience in how things work here, is causing me to lash out, and that I must expect negative energy sent out to return as negative energy. Therefor, I must send out positive energy, so that positive energy may return.

I am openly stating that I am simply following the advice of those that have posted in this thread, and that I thank all of you. I must've missed a step somewhere, and my impudence and idiocy will get me into more hot water. I'll learn from you guys what you guys'll be willing to teach me.
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Infectionfiles, you're right, sometimes shit just goes sideways, I need to learn that this is part of the process in this community.
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I'd rather not be on the outside looking in... I've been in that spot too many times in my life, and it can be a bit frustrating... Where I choose to upload, is up to me. Do I genuinely feel bad for shouting at a mountain, expecting it to turn into a beach, and getting angry when it does not? Yes, I do.

Can I promise that it not going to be a repeating case? No, I can't.
All I can do is simply learn to scale the mountain, and hope for the best.

In all honesty, what are they expecting? Shadow squares off of every object? Battleback looping under black spots in the foreground? roting crystal gifs and opening and closing door animations? I don't get it, I'm trying not to get it, and I'll just submit the game on gamejolt and try my luck there. I told y'all I'd keep you updated on the progress of the games, no matter the level of the frustration, and that's what I'm going to do.

I'm not going anywhere just yet, I'm just done trying to please the apparent Supermodels of the Game Making community.

It's done.
It's ugly.
It's stupid short.
and you can beat it in under 1 minute.
Three years I've had and this is the best I could do for my first game!?

Update: So the old project got scrapped for one reason or another, and I'm not sure where I put the back up, and the idea was the the physical manefestations of good and evil were an old married couple trying to keep the magic alive, and that their version of foreplay was to create a soul, have in inhabit one of four heroes, and either have good or evil be the end boss depending on the hero chosen. It would've had:
50 of each weapon type
5 possible games in one.
Nearly 50 maps to explore
around 300 quests, side quests, and optional quests
interchangeable party members.
30 different classes (because I'm insane and like making people shit themselves.)
around 20 of each enemy type
and a crap ton huge story line that would've spanned between the five games.

all that work, down the crapper.

So instead, I've started work on "Dear Markiplier"
and I've no god damned clue what it's about, what I want it to be about, nor if I have any actual clue or motivation to make it any good because this would've been my seventh attempt at making something. Needless to say, not exactly happy with myself.

But I do press on. And even if Dear Markiplier turns out to be a crap game, and it gets crapped on by people that don't know how to recognize a person having fun using the program, because it's SUPPOSED to be fun, not a freaking work of art hung in the famed french art gallery, I'll be happy knowing it's complete.

Sorry if this offends anyone...

I will! Thank you! I look forward to all your feedback, both good, neutral and bad!