But this lioness is.

This is going on indefinite hiatus now. I realise with my current mindset, I won't be able do anything RM-related ( it's a rather personal matter which I'd rather not divulge in ) but after 7 years of working with the engine, I've decided to shelve my RM-related skills and move on to other things and live a bit. Summer's coming after all, and I don't fancy being holed up in my room with only my laptop for company.

Frankly, I just want to get away from RMN itelf. Maybe the behavior as of late has just turned me off completely from doing anything related to RPGMaker. It reminds me again of the site circa 2010. I no longer feel attached to either of the communities, whether it's here or over at RMW. It's funny, its nearing my year-end holiday break and the last thing I want to do is gam-mak. I don't know, maybe it's
just me, but somehow I always feel overwhelemed by idiocy everytime I open up the latest statuses or posts tabs ( and seeing other stuff that REALLY grinds my gears, which I won't mention, but it's best I got away from it all, lest I let loose with some scathing comment and ruin my reputation ).

Maybe between my weekend breaks I'll be working on my projects, but even from the very beginning, they were games I made for myself, to be played by myself, and just an excuse to release any pent up creative energy ( which I channel into the Sims3 in any case; I've been a fan of the series since 2000 ). I'll still be spriting and writing though.

Consider this post a bit of a farewell blog. I'm sorry, but I just can't interact with RMN in its current state. ><