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Maybe this topic doesn't mean much to anybody here, but I'm just feeling so fucked up right now I wanted to know if anyone else has gone through anything like this before. I'll try and keep it short but it's kind of a long story.

I'm pretty much alone and friendless right now, I don't trust anybody. I broke up with my girlfriend a week and a half ago after being together almost 3 years and living together for at least 1 and now I found out my friend who's been like my brother for the last seven years is telling us both lies because he wants to fuck her or something. He's telling her that I already have another girlfriend and that he thinks we're fucking and trying to come off like a hero by giving her rides and buying her cigarettes and shit. She went over to his house and got drunk and then when me and him hung out the next day he lied and said that she called but he didn't answer. Lately he's been giving me this attitude and I don't know why. He doesn't talk much and he seems pissed at me a lot of the time but I'm not doing anything different. I think he's just frustrated because my ex isn't interested in him and still wants to go out with me.

The thing that's weird is that they were never friends before. When me and her were still going out she hated his guts, she didn't even like when I hung out with him, and now she's taking advantage of him and he's pissed at me because she still wants me but I'm moving on. The only friend I have anymore is this girl Sarah and we're not going out but every time I go to see her people give me shit like "It's a little soon to be looking for a new girlfriend isn't Andy?" but they don't get that she's the only friend I still have who never stabbed me in the back. I've had a few friends in my life who I've considered "best friends", and every one of them has fucked me over.

The first time was once when I was a kid I lent a bunch of games to a friend and he stole them and stopped talking to me and said he didn't have them. Then a few years ago I had a friend steal my MP3 player for no fucking reason and stop talking to me. Then I had a friend who I don't even like to talk about because he did something so bad I don't feel like getting into it in a public forum. Then I had my girlfriend that I thought I was going to marry and she cheated on me and is still begging for me back.

And now my one friend who's been there for me through all of that turned on me, too. People have been telling me that like all he does is talk shit about me for some reason and when I asked him about it he was like "People talk shit about everybody. I mean your my best friend but I'm still going to talk shit about you" but I can honestly say I never talk shit about him. Just last night I talked to him about the whole thing and he swore that he just felt sorry for her and if it really bothered me he wouldn't see her anymore and I told him "Thanks man, it's not that big a deal I just don't like it when my friends feel like they have to keep stuff from me. You're my best friend and I just want you to know I trust you." and he was like "Thanks man." and I thought everything was settled. Then I found out they were hanging out again already today but he lied again when I asked him, so now I feel like even my best friend can lie straight to my face without even feeling sorry for it.

He said that he lied because he didn't want to make me mad, but if he was doing something that he thought I might be mad about, then why even do it in the first place? Can anybody relate to this? Am I being too sensitive? I don't really know, it's just that all this is really turning me into a bitter person, and that's not like me. I don't see why this is a pattern in my life, I'm not the type of person who lets people walk all over them. Everybody is just so two-faced it makes me sick sometimes.

The republican convention is going on in St. Paul. As I'm writing this a bunch of rich white people are talking (and aging), and a bunch of poor people are rioting about it. The rioters are all giving the police fake names and they're communicating on Twitter. The police are pepper spraying and gassing tons of people with ninja masks on. The ninja guys are just throwing a bunch of trash cans and stuff at the riot police. It looks like a sci-fi totalitarian police state. George Bush is speaking at the xcel center... Via satelite.

Puss.

Rage Against the Machine is going to play an impromptu concert somewhere in St. Paul, too. Is it just like a huge party there now or what? People are just walking around pissed and talking shit about America. I can do that. Maybe I can break a window if there are any left.

Oh my god. There are so many old people at the republican convention.

They were expecting a huge economic boom for St. Paul because of all the crowds at the xcel center, but because of all the rioting and the police presense nobody would even want to go there. They barricade off entire streets and kick people's asses if they "breach the security perimeter." They just had some kid on the news who was like "I was just walking home from school and I got tackled to the ground and handcuffed."

Then a commercial came on and it was like "Mineapolis and St. Paul: Not just nice- wicked nice."

lulz

I don't know, I thought I'd share this with you guysbut maybe I only care because I live like an hour away from St. Paul.

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