CORFAISUS'S PROFILE

That sounds promising. It's good to see our gaming community stop throwing toxic shit at each other and instead come together for the greater good.

author=Zeigfried_McBacon
Speaking of the drama; no, I’m not doing this cause of what kloe did or what happened to her.

This has nothing to do with anything but since it was brought up, what happened with kloe? Something in IRC I have to imagine because nothing's visible here.

author=Zeigfried_McBacon
And now, the grand finale, the real thing that is making me feel the need to take this hiatus. I beginning to lose trust in people, even some of my friends. Because of this, the pool of people I feel I can talk to feels like its dwindling.

Bro, are you my secret second account that I've used to gain the favor of the masses before coming clean and shooting it all down with one big Nelson "ha ha!"? Because I swear this is exactly the kind of thing I've been dealing with lately. I'm getting better at it and one of the ways it's being helped is to just accept people's words when they say "we like you". Feeling uncomfortable around certain people because you're afraid they don't like you or you've done something unforgivable and they're just not comfortable enough around the shambling monster that is you to speak up? Just start talking to them. Maybe unfriend them on Facebook in an emotional rush of an escape then come crawling back and ask for forgiveness. If they take you back, it's safe to assume there's no hard feelings. If there was any real problem, they'd be happy to be free of you and you'd never hear from them again.

I broke down and had to talk with my pastor just to get my bearings straight. Luckily for me, despite not being a certified therapist, he knew just what to say to help clear the clouded falsehoods in my head that I had been using as building mortar to seal my mental blocks together*.

This happened to me and by testing these waters, I've come out a brand new man. I've still got my faults and insecurities (everything I do goes down smoother with affirmation and I do everything I can to be helpful), but they're managed by being able to realize what a fool I was before and knowing that I'm not in that place anymore. Just getting out of a rut is enough to change your perspective. The answer isn't to run away.

*That's a good line. I should use that for something.

I got plenty excited about the makerscore.

I've been here for 8 of the 10 years this place has been around. I still haven't really done much of anything.

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