WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW?

author=kentona

Not a single minute of my life was wasted watching that.

author=wildwes
There's an anime... about trains??? This raises so many questions

like why is there an anime about....trains??

Trains with an unusually greater emphasis on breasts, nonetheless.

I'm thinking that I may need to step back from actual RM game development for a while, and work on writing/worldbuilding/concept art for some of my more longstanding projects. I've been unfortunately neglecting my term 1 game project for school. Not that I'm extremely worried by that alone, as it's a fairly short endeavor, and I could probably cram it together in a week or two if it really came down to the wire.

I just feel so devoid of inspiration to do anything technical right now. Schoolwork is bogging me down a lot, and starting to loom over my head a bit. Combine that with the fact that I recently had a really bad trip and well, I sort of feel exhausted. I think if I didn't have to worry about spriting or doing shit in RM it'd really help me get my shit back together, since I shouldn't be overwhelmed by the relatively small amount of work I have to do for school projects.

The good thing is that in the absence of technical inspiration, I'm starting to feel like I could go to town on some concept art and illustration stuff. I'm going to see if I can really get shit done in that area tomorrow, and try to drag myself out of this slump.

Also, shit man, I've been going cold turkey on the drugs. When I say I had a bad trip I really fucking mean it. I couldn't feel the left side of my body at all, constantly thought I was dying (or had already died), couldn't look at any light sources, focus on any thoughts, I experienced "Alice in Wonderland Syndrome" (which isn't as fun as it might sound), and at one point I thought my hands were completely drenched in blood. I think I stayed up till like 4 AM writhing on my bed in the dark, trying to force myself back into reality. I probably ended up passing out from mental exhaustion, for fucks sake.

So yeah, whenever my roommate asks if I want to smoke up a bit with him and his girlfriend, the answer is "fuck no", and it'll probably remain that way until Christmas when I meet up with the bys back home. Hell, I might stay away from it even then. At least I know exactly what to expect if I decide to just have beers or shots.

author=Kylaila

How about bread?

I don't know whether to laugh or cry at this.

author=Kylaila


How about bread?

That's right, little burned bread dude, force your way into that paper bag. You belong!

I keep thinking that I heard this track somewhere in Wyrm Warriors. Turns out it was Heartache 101 custom content!

Also, shit man, I've been going cold turkey on the drugs. When I say I had a bad trip I really fucking mean it. I couldn't feel the left side of my body at all, constantly thought I was dying (or had already died), couldn't look at any light sources, focus on any thoughts, I experienced "Alice in Wonderland Syndrome" (which isn't as fun as it might sound), and at one point I thought my hands were completely drenched in blood. I think I stayed up till like 4 AM writhing on my bed in the dark, trying to force myself back into reality. I probably ended up passing out from mental exhaustion, for fucks sake.

What were you on, man? I actually had a really pleasant first experience taking MDA with my lady recently.

I'm sure I must have been reading your post wrong to come to this conclusion, but I mean...if you were implying that any of the above was caused by weed...no way. Weed does not do any of that. Ever. If you experienced that it must have been...not weed.

author=Max McGee

Also, shit man, I've been going cold turkey on the drugs. When I say I had a bad trip I really fucking mean it. I couldn't feel the left side of my body at all, constantly thought I was dying (or had already died), couldn't look at any light sources, focus on any thoughts, I experienced "Alice in Wonderland Syndrome" (which isn't as fun as it might sound), and at one point I thought my hands were completely drenched in blood. I think I stayed up till like 4 AM writhing on my bed in the dark, trying to force myself back into reality. I probably ended up passing out from mental exhaustion, for fucks sake.

What were you on, man? I actually had a really pleasant first experience taking MDA with my lady recently.

I'm sure I must have been reading your post wrong to come to this conclusion, but I mean...if you were implying that any of the above was caused by weed...no way. Weed does not do any of that. Ever. If you experienced that it must have been...not weed.

Yeah, I'm sort of thinking the dope was cut with something... (I know that saying so sounds paranoid but idk) Which is why I'm not smoking any of that batch anymore. It was fucked up, really shouldn't have happened.

It could have also been my mind playing tricks on me, since so much of the weed experience is based on your own preconceptions- I wasn't hanging with my friend since his girlfriend was around, so maybe being alone got to me? As in I didn't have anyone around to tell me I was freaking out too much.

So someone comes banging on our door and drops off a lot of food. They leave a note that says "Your Good People! you deserve it. Happy Thanksgiving!!!"

I mean, not that I want to look a gift horse in the mouth or anything... but "your"? :\