KYLAILA'S PROFILE

Who knows. Getting lost is good here tho. Like, that's a big realization.
I think a pause to let it settle is good before deciding. Imho it's impossible to know if something is right when you are still in the abyss of the lost.

Perhaps if you focus on why you desperately need your games to be the hit of the century, if you can clear that, it'll leave you with the other pieces of the craft. Only once that's gone may you see if there's still real joy in the hobby. Maybe there is, maybe there isn't. Even if there isn't, I am sure you can use the skill n patience on something truly serving you.

Also, it okay to have delusions at times, we all do one way or another. (honestly, kudos for talking about it). It all about what we do next.

Yeah lol. I am still holding out a bit depending how the situation develops. But generally it still sounds fun.
Mainz also sounds fun, I should be able to make that.

Toilet paper is back! At least where I live.

Looks like my mom had gotten Corona, as well as my fiance (probably). Both recovered and are doing well, tho my mom is definitely feeling the after shock.
Testing's not too available tho, so no official data. (only a frustrating call with my mom having like ALL the common symptoms and being told it's totes not worth testing).

Practice Taimu

1 - Personality
A:
1. How can you call THAT even a quest at this point?! This isn't what I signed up for, I'm out.
2. Uhm, I know I said I would see this through, and- and I still hope you all do, but this is, this is getting too much. I- I don't want to go into one of those places ever again. I'm sorry...
3. You know how I've always wanted to join the Falcon Knights ever since I was little. And how we just met the captain of them? Sooo.. about that quest we were on, you are on it now.


B:
1. So, uhm, something happened, and we decided to break up.
2. THIS FUCKING - I mean, MY GIRL JUST WENT AND FUCKED THIS SCRAWNY POST BOY, WHY EVEN hiM?!
3. I never told you, did I? She cheated on me. Did it right in the cabin we usually sleep in. I forgave her and guess what I found just a week after? Anyway, it's over.

C:
1. There's news alright. See this volcano? It wasn't here a month ago. This entire area wasn't even a steppe a month ago. THERE WERE EVEN LAKES HERE, OKAY! It's too late now. There's only one demon who can do such a thing: Churgath's come back. Enjoy your last days.
2. IT's HIM, It'S HIM, It'S HIM! OUR DAYS ARE NUMBERED! HE'S BACK! WOKEN! AWAKE!"
3. When the earth rumbled we were worried, but not yet alarmed. This has changed. Not just any calamity, but her gruesomeness has returned. We thought the seal would last longer than this. We are not prepared. I admit it: this is our end.

2 - Being concise

"Y-you! I'm free! How can I ever repay you?"
"Come with Bobo."
"Huh? Where to?"
"You follow Bobo, kill evil Shogun, world at peace. Sound good, no?"
"I-I am so sorry, I don't think I can."
"You no like good things?"
"No, yes, I mean, this isn't how it works. I-I could never take another life, even if it was called 'evil'."
"Bobo go without then.

It's a mixture of chance, luck and advertisement. Also content. Be prepared to make content without having a following, for a while.
(reminds me of how JoCat blew up making a Monster Hunter series, even though he'd been making stuff on another channel before and it was all REALLY HIGH QUALITY STUFF).

ANYHOW.
What Sooz said. Also commenting regularly can help too. People see ur name pop up, they might click and see content. There's no magic formula though.