BIZARREMONKEY'S PROFILE

Also Australia has plenty of laughable hilarious stereotypes, we just don't give a shit because while we may be weird, we don't have the guilty conscience America does, since for the most part we aren't bullies.

Australia has some shitty people, i.e. like me! But it's got some pretty amazing people, too.

Overall the whole 'gun laws' thing, it's too late. The moment a state enforces gun laws school shootings happen because no one can legally buy a weapon to defend themselves and those who seek to do harm are going to get one. States with no guns allowed just become easy targets.

We got on it early over here. I've only seen a real gun once and it's been in a policeman's holster. A lot of police choose not to use them, just because it's too great of a responsibility.

author=Ratty524
You're a trip, BM. Like, do you realize that a lot of what you say we think about you is mostly exaggerated, in your head, and not actually the case? It actually concerns me a little bit that you seem to have some kind of vendetta against us, as evidenced by how you specifically point out that you are changing for yourself and not this community, in addition to intentionally instigating drama for your own amusement.

I hold no vendetta against the members here. I know some of these allegations of me being a monster are complete horseshit.

You guys would argue about anything, like I said, it's not in my interests to get myself wrapped up in this crap anymore, I'm a facilitator, not an assassin.

There will always be arguments, look at Corf and Libby go, for instance. Stating that I caused anything is simply responding ideally to my taking credit for the volatile apprehensive nature this forum has on it's own.

author=Ratty524
Honestly, the most anyone expects out of you, or ANYONE ELSE in this community is to not be a stupid asshole. How hard is that, really? You don't even have to be the resident idiot if you don't want to be. You can repair your "tarnished" name by learning to actually respect other people's opinions and not shifting responsibilities off yourself like a 10-year old. It'll take time, but it's worth it.

Oh, no. I've fallen for this 'be what other people want me to be' trap before. In this world, with a limited time that remains, I will be who I am and act how I would, asking me not to be a stupid asshole might be a good way to make the headlines, but it doesn't really work considering the only reason my instigation works is because all of you are so very easy to rouse in the first place.

You act like me pitting members against each other is a crime, but really I'm just taking credit for what happens anyway.

If you aren't convinced that I'm right about this, talk to Addit, Craze, or even myself about this.

I care very little about being right, and it'd be pretentious of me to say I know what people truly think of me.

I just don't care anymore, I used to... I tried to be cool and have you guys like me, but whether the fault is on me or you guys for that failing, I don't know, but none of you are worth the effort. Craze's assumption that I'm trying to be him 'x years ago' when I wasn't even around during his 'so-called era' is pretty telling of why I've no desire to be what he believes is a better him or a better me.

I'm here to make games, I was here to make friends, too. But honestly, I left the latter of that behind a while ago. I'm done trying to be nice or whatever for the sake of that. That said, I've no intent to be an asshole either, I'm just gonna be me! :)

If you can't stand me, then that's no longer my concern.

author=Craze
can we have a bitter thinking about topic for the bizzare monkey shit, the suicide shit, the drunken shit, the gun control shit, the racism shit, etc. so that i can avoid it

and then just keep this topic for fun thinking about that i can read at work

thanks

Hahahahahaha.

Sorry just, you want something actually decent to read at work and think here is a good place?

Good god, lol. Read a book or something.

author=JosephSeraph
i am making a visual novel

Excellent Joseph. You get an A!

For AMAZING!

@Sated: The map was made in interest of showing someone that no matter how bad the random dungeon generator is, worse can be done by human hands.

It says 'TRY ME M8!!!' in sand tiles but the message is largely lost due to what a hideous clusterfuck it is.

corfaisus
I thought you were trying to change? You said you were seeing a psychologist and rethinking your life. What happened?

My change means letting go off my hatreds. Now I'm not personally attacking people, I'm letting people do that for me.

That and I was insurmountably bored and decided I'd been on a good record for long enough to mess around a little.

I got two warnings for it, one from Kentona and one from Lib, which I fully acknowledge I deserve.

I've been to five appointments, and I am changing, but I'm doing it for me, not for you guys.

That would be an incredulous waste of time, I've already tarnished my name beyond repair here, and I know there are some who will never forgive, some may, but are they worth it?

The answer is simply, no. :)

I'm seeing a psychologist for my own inner peace and to figure out more on who I am. What I absolutely do love about it's effects is that I no longer feel passionate hatred about virtually anything. I can talk to mawk and others who typically don't get along with me like we've been friends for ages, even after being horrible.

I will change, and will continue to, but I never do anything for anyone else unless I personally can benefit from it.

Where as before my body was filled with hate, now it's not. I may simply do what I was meant to, be the impetus of chaos.

Chaos can be fun! In fact, while some got annoyed, and some were indifferent, some merely watched and enjoyed like I did.

There's too much doom and gloom in the world to be bent on seeing negativity in everything, that's depressing, and was one of they key reasons I saw a psychologist in the first place.

author=Link_2112
o.O BizzareMonkey, you are going on my ignore list. What a bunch of horseshit.

You do what you feel you must, dearie! It's not in my interests to sway or spurn you.

author=Liberty
Unfortunately, Brisbane is a liiiiiiiittle out of my way, being as I live in Victoria. XD

Welp, darn.

I so would have deserved it, too! Anywho, bringing my Camera so I'll be sure to get a bunch of pictures. I'll be going as Jade Harley, going to one of the nearby Westfield shopping centers today to get the last few little tidbits of what I need.

Well, I sure have been holier than thou a lot recently!

Rest assured I've no intent to stop being that way. :D

author=mawk
it's gilgamesh season

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I've posted this before, but the fingerwork here is still amazing to comprehend.

That's pretty damn impressive, reminds me of Shine.

Here's a question related, do any of you while listening to music, start unconsciously making movements with your hands like you're on piano when you're really into a piece?

My air piano has seen more use than my real piano.

Sometimes I'll be in public with my MP3 player thumping to one of the music pieces I really like and realize 'oh wow shit I'm actually breaking shit in my travelbag'.

Then I keep going because I feel too alive to stop.

I can't even play an instrument, does anyone else find this?