MARKUST'S PROFILE

author=edchuy
Needless to say you'll need to find a way to eventually resolve the feelings you have regarding this issue. Otherwise, they'll affect what you do. Hopefully, somebody can you provide you some useful advice in that regard ...

No you helped, thankyou.. your words and a few others were very helpful, thankyou.

author=edchuy
MT, I was able to track down the "somewhat annoying" comment that lead to you to those feelings you're currently having. Keeping in mind, that the comment started with "I'll be honest, and I rarely say this, ...", it seems to me that you need to PM the person in question to give them a chance to explain what they meant with their comment. Also ask what you can do to try avoid this in the future. I believe you need to confront the issue head on and find the truth behind it. You owe it to yourself to find out what's going on. This seems the only way you'll be able to resolve the situation, given the state of things. Good luck with it if you decide to heed my advice!

This thread was a last resort, I made an attempt at finding out what I did that was so annoying, and I was told it was my mannerisms, but since they can't tell me what exactly I did, I am left to assume it's not me, it's them.
And they probably won't help me again after this, in fact they said they regret it, so I don't expect their help again.
I never expected it the first time, and I thought by now they knew how I was.. so it surprised me they would say I was annoying.
Something about it being annoying to help me or something rather.

Well, how would you feel if someone told you that you were annoying, but really could not tell you exactly how you're annoying.. like no real details so you can change and not be annoying?
It's got me irked.

Well, I'm not retreating.
Look I appreciate it if you're trying to help me.
But so far nothing you have said to me, helps me.
And slash phoenix said ignore people, but I hate to just straight up ignore people any time they upset me.

I came close to doing that the other day, but then I released the person who responded was trying to help me and I had just misread what he posted.. I felt dumb for that.

But I am sure some people have ways of coping.. I can't be the only one who feels like this.
I really wish I was one of those people that nothing bugs them... I really really do.
And I wanna go into detail as to why I can't just ignore things.. but then people will REALLY avoid me.

I really like working on the games I work on.
I love creating things.
And I wish what ever I make was perfect for people... but it's not.. because of conflicting tastes mostly.

But I was mainly trying to figure out how to deal with being called annoying...
It got deep under my skin.
It's not the first time I been called annoying, and I could not figure out what I did on both accounts, that made me out to be so annoying.

Specially when I don't even know what I did exactly.
That gets to me a lot.

Well I have done a lot.. but I feel like we got this topic WAY off course..
So.. i rather not say much more than I have.
I will say this again though, I think Nintendo came down on who ever was making that one game with the video posted at the beginning of this thread.